I gotta admit something

So I just realized that whenever I'm facing an important stage of my life, I find an object of distraction. I just start to distract myself from the bigger picture. I'm still figuring how to solve it, how to focus to my goals and come out alive. Ha! Probably this is just part of being alive. Or the bigger part comes with the distractions as well... You won't probably know what I'm talking about, but this is my blog so I'll write anything I want.
If I want to be honest, the distractions actually indicate two possible scenarios:
1. That I am lacking challenges and start to add complications to my own life
2. That I am afraid of what's coming and begin to preoccupy myself with trivial stuffs.

Distractions or not distractions, I just gotta focus on the big picture and I won't stop trying.
Really, I need a more liberal life. ;-P

Justice it is or it isn't?

This is the world's justice:
Survival of the fittest.
The fitter entities will produce even fitter offspring, until certain point when environment shifts and the fits become unfits.
That's why wealthy families can raise more successful children, due to higher education, and these children can become managers right after grad school, while their fellow poor mates are still climbing the corporate ladder from the very bottom.
That's also why old-time educated families aren't the richest in the present day. These families settle in the middle class, looking disapprovingly to the new-rich, who waste wealth for hedonisms.

Oh, feeling very motivated! How ironic!